Kucing Gatal Speaks

Tuesday, July 05, 2005

Kucing Gatal's Fantasies

Fantasies .... everyone has them. When I was really young, I had fantasies of flying around, and being able to turn invisible whenever I wanted. As a teenager I fantasised about getting straight As in my exams without having to study, and being offered a scholarship to study anywhere I wanted. As a young adult I fantasised about winning the lottery and telling my boss to shove his paperwork where the sun don't shine.

And then there are the sexual fantasies. I had my first real sexual fantasy around the tender age of 14. Probably because I chanced upon a porno video tape lying around in my house (lucky me!) and my innocent little mind was corrupted forever. It was about a pool boy and a bored housewife, pretty straightforward porn, but remember, I was only 14, and didn't even know about different sexual positions. By today's standards, I was a late, late bloomer. The word doggy had always meant a canine to me until I saw that pool boy ramming the housewife who looked like she was in total ecstacy. And then, for the first time in my life, I saw a man ejaculate, and I saw how much power a woman has over a horny guy.

I was an innocent, and hadn't even kissed a boy, but from then on, I looked at guys differently. I became Kucing Gatal ... but my first sexual encounter didn't happen till a few years later, because I was Gatal in mind, but the rest of me was chicken.

Anyway, it all started when I was in college. I was attracted to this guy, the feeling was mutual, one thing led to another and in no time, we were rolling around with each other. There were no fireworks, in fact on a scale of 1 - 10, I would rate it a 3. But from then on, I was sexually liberated. Don't get me wrong, this doesn't mean I just humped every guy in sight. Only when I really liked a guy, and knew he felt the same way, would I expose myself to him.

I loved the feeling of having a man literally grow in my hand, the bulge that enlarged with just a few strokes. And I loved the way a man would close his eyes and moan when I licked him. Most guys love blowjobs, but few women actually enjoy doing it ... I'm one of those few. I like being in total control, kneeling over a man who's lying spread-eagled and blindfolded, and using only my mouth and tongue to explore and arouse him until he can't stand it anymore and explodes.

Which leads me to my topic: sexual fantasies. I've always had one-on-one encounters, never had threesomes or participated in a group orgy. The main reason being I have no lesbian tendencies whatsoever, and when you say threesome to a guy, he automatically assumes it has to be another woman. Mention that it has to be a guy and watch him deflate. I don't know why, but the guys I've been with absolutely refuse to even think of sharing their girl with another guy, but they have no problems with sharing her with another girl. I don't blame them, since I myself am not interested in making out with a member of my own sex, I guess they have the same reservations. But honestly, the idea of having two men at once just makes my blood run hot and my toes curl. Pure ecstacy, having every inch of you loved by not one, but two eager pairs of hands, two tongues, two mouths, two penises ... ooooh. Maybe one day I'll meet a man who's secure enough to experiment and allow me to indulge in this fantasy.

The other fantasy I have is of being controlled. I know I said I like being in control, but I also fantasise about a man who's strong enough to dominate me, knows how to turn me on and has his wicked way with me while I'm helpless. Note: I do NOT mean rape, because that is a disgusting crime. I mean a situation with two consenting adults, where one consents to be submissive to the dominant one. I also do NOT mean S&M, because like I said in my earlier post, Kucing Gatal is an enemy of pain. I want a man who will arouse me to the point of orgasm, then hold back, and make me beg for more. The guys I've been with are sweet and always try to satisfy me fully but there's always something missing.

I've not shared this fantasy with the guys I've been with because they're simply not dominant material. They would probably try, but it wouldn't be exactly what I'm looking for. I guess I just want a really bad boy who knows what he's doing. Why is it we women want these bad boys? They're such bastards yet we crave for them.

So there are two of my favourite sexual fantasies. They're quite tame but they're the ones most likely to be fulfilled at some point in the future ;) The really perverse ones are locked up in my mind, for my enjoyment only.

Kucing Gatal wants to hear from you - what are your sexual fantasies, and have you fulfilled them?

Till next time, this is Kucing Gatal signing out with a seductive Meow.

16 Comments:

  • An interesting post this one; unfortunately I have nothing to reveal, particularly my identity is all over the Internet now haha!

    By Blogger cyber-red, at July 05, 2005 12:54 PM  

  • Would you rather hear it or let me show it to you??? LOL

    By Anonymous galvin, at July 05, 2005 1:08 PM  

  • Here's one from me:

    To be tied on the bed and blindfolded while two office attired vixens wearing leapord tudungs giving me the 'fountain of youth' service. Put it simply two lips meet johnny boy.

    :-)

    By Anonymous Anonymous, at July 05, 2005 1:26 PM  

  • "Maybe one day I'll meet a man who's secure enough to experiment and allow me to indulge in this fantasy."

    hmm.. may i volunteer myself?

    By Anonymous Aku, at July 05, 2005 2:08 PM  

  • well to me threesomes can be FFM or MMF... just as long as the other dude doesn't try to ride my 'hershey highway", if ya know what i mean *shudder* bleah...

    i have to agree with that i wouldn't share my gf with another guy that way but if it's three willing strangers, why not? just be safe and protected...

    that's what swingers parties are for. oppss... better hush up now *grins*

    By Blogger seth.frostheart, at July 05, 2005 3:01 PM  

  • Cyber-red: That's why anonymity on the Net is so much better :)

    Galvin: I want to hear about it first, then decide if I want you to show it to me, ok?

    Anonymous: Wow that's pretty descriptive. I wonder where you can get leopard tudungs.

    Aku: I need more details about you first ;)

    Frostheart: Hmmm swinger parties eh? Got any in KL?

    By Blogger Kucing Gatal, at July 05, 2005 3:15 PM  

  • There will always be a clash when it comes to threesome. I personally prefer MMF rather than MFF, although there are those out there who wouldn't mind doing both.

    I've sorta had my sexual fantasies fullfilled although in many ways it wasn't exactly what I had in mind. I'm still waiting for the day to come once again. ;)

    By Blogger Dee, at July 05, 2005 4:06 PM  

  • oohh 3some, my fantasy too, but i prefer a MFF, although MMF is still acceptable under certain cirCUMstances...

    By Anonymous Anonymous, at July 05, 2005 4:11 PM  

  • sure, what do you want to know?

    By Anonymous Aku, at July 05, 2005 5:37 PM  

  • threesome is never in my menu.

    don't think i'll enjoy that anyway. heh

    submissive ladies are really huge turn-ons. esp those who're "tough" on the outside (say, a career woman in the ranks), but submissive in bed.

    i so want my partner to beg for more of me.

    muahaha!

    By Blogger narrowband, at July 05, 2005 10:12 PM  

  • one of my fantasies is to visit a nude beach and have a 3some there..

    By Anonymous kuching jantan, at July 06, 2005 9:06 AM  

  • i'd live to relive a scene from 'body of evidence' with all that hot liquid wax n chilled wine. and after i'm done pleasantly torturing my man, i'd let him have his way with me, i'd like me a wee bit of pain - pain IS pleasure, but just a wee bit. dont wanna get my a** whupped, u know?

    *evil grin* now where did i place my silk cord...?

    By Anonymous caterpillar, at July 06, 2005 9:37 AM  

  • a) takin it doggie style with her in baju kurung and tudung and everythin else except the panties.

    b) a quikie behind library shelves

    c) takin her to a point where she would explode, but then id stop. doin' it repeatly till finally id give her a double or triple dosage of orgasm. :)

    only C. :(

    By Anonymous tareh, at July 06, 2005 4:57 PM  

  • Shag the podium girl right after winning the Alp d'Huez stage of Le Tour de France

    By Blogger Pantani's 2nd Cousin, at July 06, 2005 5:07 PM  

  • Narrowband: A lot of men like the tough outside, submissive inside kind of women. It's all about control!

    Kuching Jantan: Try Port Dickson, let's see just how far you get before you're arrested.

    Caterpillar: When you've tried it, let me know. I'd like to steal this fantasy if it really sizzles ;)

    Tareh: How about combining all three? ;)

    TheRoadie: Good luck ... on both counts!

    By Blogger Kucing Gatal, at July 06, 2005 6:09 PM  

  • Best regards from NY!
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    By Anonymous Anonymous, at July 13, 2006 12:02 PM  

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